Fever Ray - When I grow up

When I grow up, I want to be a forester
Run through the moss on high heels
That’s what I’ll do, throwing out boomerang
Waiting for it to come back to me

When I grow up, I want to live near the sea
Crab claws and bottles of rum
That’s what i’ll have staring at the seashell
Waiting for it to embrace me

I put my soul in what I do
Last night I drew a funny man
with dark eyes and a hanging tongue
It goes way bad, I never liked a sad look
From someone who wants to be loved by you

I’m very good with plants
When my friends are away
they let me keep the soil moist
On the seventh day I rest
for a minute or two
then back on my feet and cry for you oooh oh

You’ve got cucumbers on your eyes
Too much time spent on nothing
waiting for a moment to arise
The face in the ceiling and arms too long
I wait for him to catch me

Fever Ray ooooh you saw my heart you know my smile! This long and lonely summer is heading to an unavoidable end, so... I'm preparing myself for the worst. The painfull truth is that my hols were not good enough, mainly because I hadn't been abducted by aliens and I'had not found any potentially-dangerous-magical-object which would give me supernatural powers, and I hadn't kissed a vampire and hadn't cach a Crumple-Horned Snorkack;d Day in day out I was kicking my heels and simply enjoying myself.But for our pesymistic and neurotic girl it's high time to move on and grow up (eventually). All in all my MATURA EXAM was not such a catastrophy I expected and for reasons unknown as a result of several fortunate events combined with my luck and undoubtedly paranormal abilities I have been admitted to Wroclaw Medical University(now, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go home and have a heart attack) Everybody, who knows me, must have noticed that balancing on the edge of courage and recklessness is what I do for kicks. Now, when I have what I wanted so badly, I'm not sure whether am I ment for it. Well, sooner or later I wil find out Everything has it's decomposition time* -especially highschool friendships, so changes are unavoidable. After all, the ones who would miss me the most are my cat and my parents(this sequence) And who or what will I miss the most? Maby next time;d It's my first note here and I'm getting a lil bit... hmm... pathetic.
But whatever happens I'm gonna do my best.. again;>

Persefona ( your only one, ultimate source of ... whatever you want)



*my fav Alchemy, again <hopeless>